I chose to start this Blog on my Birthday, coz I wanted to have a Fresh, New & Different start of my life ^^ so... ...Happy Birthday to me \^o^/ (21 May)
I was out until midnight, a delay blogging :P
I'm always very anxious and sad in my birthday month. Some of my friends cannot understand my feeling. I think Im just afraid of aging because there are still many things/goals not yet achieved. Time is really a horrible thing that never come back.
Sparkle & Golden elements were chosen for my makeup of the night~ I also curled my hair (I just realized my hair was always made curl on my b-day,dunno why) then put on my furry dress and heals and ready for my night ^o^ 1st thing needed to be done was recharging my card to make calls to my parents, its a tradition. Its very hard for me not to be emotional coz I do really miss them very much. But I have to control my emotion otherwise they will be worried and sad. I only want them to hear my cheerful tone and laughter.
I felt very nostalgic when they were saying how much they missed my childhood life. I had a really happy and colourful childhood, if I could use only 1 word to describe it, it would Laughter ^^ Thanks God for my amazing parents :xx
After hours speaking with my parents, I went to city to meet my birthday dates(Mimi & Flora). I'm very thankful to have these 2 sweet girls organizing my b-day dinner @ Meat&Wine Co. We had massive meaty meal which were 220g Monte beef fillet & 300g MonteGold NewYorker & beef screwer :O As it says on my profile,Im more like pescetarian not a meat eater, it was really heavy meal to me, but once for a while is ok ;P but I still have to be on strict diet on the second day:((
Mimi bought me a lil bunch of beautiful StarGazer lily(pink lily) & a very comfy snowy white fleece gown which is extremely comfy & a pair of wooden socks(from PterAlexander). Thx for being thoughtful, its so necessary in this freezing winter ;xx We were taking pic. while waiting for Flora(she had to work). She had a set of L'Occitane hand-cream for me which also suited the weather so much, and a birthday cake,one of the most important part of the date >o<
We moved to Ivy(1 of the popular pub in town) after dinner coz the cakeage($30?seriously not even in a 5-star hotel would charge this amount) is ridiculous at the restaurant. Flora is like me loving drinking a lot, but she is more a Cocktail person, Im more a wine lover, Mimi is allergy to alcohol (she always drinks tea after dinner)So its actually a nice idea to spend the rest of the night at Ivy and enjoy our cake with cocktails. (with $5p.p. served with ice-cream). Making wishes is a MUST on birthday, I don't know what makes to believe that birthday wishes is a chance given/granted by God,so cannot be missed. I was so glad that they had the beautiful birthday cake & candle for m e to make my wishes :xx
I hope that it is really fresh start for me. I have learnt, experienced & grown up a lot in the past year. Also I have been through many many difficulties which was completely out of my range. What a huge challenge. I would say I had incredible year. Instead of hating the people who hurt me, I would like to thank them to make me become a better and stronger person. So I will continue working on upgrading myself to be a better me everyday in all different aspects.
bless me :xx
❤ S ❤
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